anyone been in reserves? is it any good or better to be in regulars? what are normal nights like and can you you transfer over into the regulars?

im currently menna be joining rt on 10thseptember and im got to the point wer i feel that i dont wanna just go jst yet, but i dunno wat to do im like 50/ 50 i wanna go asum days then other days i dont.

Am 18 and my gf is main reason if for stayin plus ive just passed my drivin test but i fink its a ...