Nod, just wrap mate...farking bin it and go back to civvy street spending your afternoons in tesco carpark drinking cheap lager and trying to poke yourself in the eye with your left elbow! Thinking "what if!"
or...................crack on and stay put, Im sure your head will clear and there are trades within the RM that will sort you out a future career. Or if not then transfer to something else to set you up. Dont bin yet, do it until you cant do no more and you come to that decision yourself then you know you gave all you could. Grass is always greener and all that. Try and complete what you have started and you will get what no other course can give you and thats PRIDE!
Just think of all the future trapping possibilities and being able to rip the sh**e out of pongos!!!!
You dont yet know what you want so crack on doing what your doing! I know from experience that with your head all over the place you wont settle anywhere and everything will be an ummm and an arghhh!
I wont wish you good luck......just get your thumb out of your arse and see what happens!
PS Good luck
