Thanks so much for that, i left my phone at work today and when i got home i had that missed call, obviously i didnt know what or who it was so i called it back and when i realised who rang me i burst into tears. im so gutted. I have already sent him some bits over and ebluey's i just hope he isnt ...

I dont live very close to his camp so i dont really know many army partners to be honest, thats why i thought id come on here. He left yesterday, it was horrible. Cried a lot when he left, not as much today, im just finding it hard to picture what he is doing. Strange feeling. is the time difference ...

im not coping with it very well, he hasn't gone on tour since we've been togther so im new to it all. He's an engineer. Is it as bad as what everyone thinks? Will we be able to speak? How do other girlfriends and wives cope?